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blasting weird songs and singing them is always better then any form of drug.
also picking out a stupid british movie with a shitty ending is also a good choice.
these are the friends you grew up with, these are the friends you love.
these are the friends you can talk about such ridiculous things with.
the only sad part is leaving and not learning anything new...
i'm going on a diet, i eat to much fatty foods, i also need to start working out, its sad when you are tired after carring a 5 pound box ;/
god, i love my friends.
for my birthday harass mollie warren to buy me a heart shaped flask.
MMM ALOCHOLICS<3
i wish i could make a boy a mixed cd...
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[2/12/05 @ 4:33pm] |
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yesterday was a fake day of school, which is good because i didnt feel to well.
after school, and hitting matt dyke's car, we headed to the hazleton mall. we got lost of course<3
lauren bought donny's v-day present. then we went to wendys, now i am broke.woo.
we went to exeter, left josh's because there were cops and way to many people staying there.
i feel so bad, they are seriously such nice people.
then we left and went to jarreds, then elena came over<3. we went to super wal-mart, then liz picked us up, and we tailed elena back to jarreds so we can get our stuff.
liz got pulled over, so i must help her pay for a citition, because i feel horrible about it<3.
after a night of listening to drunk/high people, and being made fun of by shit break. i passed out on the couch.
then i went to work, nick and i had an nice conversation about how if you could go back and redo one day would you and it was lovely.
now i am home, i am in such a good mood, i wish people would come and visit me.<333
i think its funny how i still love this song even though it reminds me of someone. blah!<3
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[2/10/05 @ 8:09pm] |
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i'm sick and depressed. i've been throwing up since i got home from school.
i have so much to do, so little time. so much to write, so much to feel. i cant understand life anymore. i've become distant i think, i'm sorry. i never like to burnden people with my petty problems. its upseting when i think that i all these things people put on this paper for mrs peterman most arent even true.
i'm not unique, creative, or one of a kind. i do care, and i dont just say whatever, i'm not really that funny. i appeartntly look like kelly osborne and i have a sweet brother and a hot sister. i'm really not interesting, or "everything in one" as put by sara d. and i kind of miss my old sheep dog bangs..
i cant help but think what i want to do for the rest of my life. i really just feel like hopping a train, maybe buy a one way ticket somewhere. hopefully i'll fall inlove and live happily ever after, like a fairy tale.
i consintrate so much on love, whats wrong with me? i'm 16 i have my whole life ahead of me. what the fuck?
i'm about to throw my morals out the window...
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[2/9/05 @ 11:05pm] |
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and i find myself being stupid over a boy who i probably have nothing in common with. and i just wish to cry but i wont bring myself to do so. because i'm really not crying over him, i'm crying over myself.
because i know in the end i'll never be happy. because even if the guy were to be exactly like me, i'll never be okay.
i'm going to buy sarah a belt buckle for valentines day. it will be lovely. since she is my valentine? hah.
since i get a pay check of like 15 dollars i'll probably spend it all on that. i want to get her a really nice one.
me elena and sar are going boy shopping... hopefully they both get a nice one, because they deserve it<3
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[2/8/05 @ 2:39pm] |
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my name is brooke and i am a sap. i wish i knew what love is. i wish i truly understood its beauty. i believe i am a 12 year old boy trapped in a 16 year old girl's body. i dont have sick guitar skills, although i wish i did. i dont try to impress people, maybe thats why i dont have alot of close friends. maybe i'm just trying to hard to reach an unimagionable goal.
the last two days i have been so hyper, life is fine. i dont know why i consintrate on such ridiculous things.
i think i might draw a picture.
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[2/7/05 @ 10:59pm] |
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since i didnt sleep last night a 6 hour nap sounded good after school.
i wish my mom didnt sell the van, i wanted to pimp that shit.
i need myspace pictures. maybe i'll take some tomorrow.
last night i wrote an essay on why i think romeo and juliet is a beautiful story, its not really even good, its just my opinion.
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my thoughts are jumbled like in a gumbo soup. ;[!@#$%^&*
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[2/7/05 @ 2:33pm] |
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saves the day<3 |
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today i declared it hippie week at hanover.
i shall wear a new tie-dye every day.
on wensday i'm going out.
wooo.
due to my new hair gell, i'm going to have to start washing my hair more often, this shit greeses it up so bad... i cant even work with it.
FUCKING PAY DAY. AHH 15 DOLLARS<3
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[2/6/05 @ 9:59pm] |
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my tie dyes are cute, they faded alot when i washed them.
;[.
sarah and lauren came over and we went for a joy ride in my cousin's shitty old piece of crap car that makes weird noises.
we got free food<3
i dont even know, i'm a bit sad, no real reason..
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[2/6/05 @ 3:06pm] |
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i'm supposed to go hang out with josh. unfortunatly he is MIA... well not online.
i also dont know his number because its in my cell phone, and my cell is still MIA.
ahh if i have to sit home by myself (which is what would happen because joyce is now going to bills, which is why she agreed to pick me up.)
DAMN IT.
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[2/5/05 @ 11:01pm] |
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its been like a law and order marithon.
its fucking sweet.
hopefully my tie-dyes come out good.
tomorrow i'm going to up WP. suhweet, i'll give everyone there valentines day candy.
if i even see anyone.
i dont feel like sitting hur with joyce and bill and watching the super bowl.
i'm going to bring my camera and take stupid photos.
boo yah<33
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[2/5/05 @ 5:57pm] |
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after work me and joyce went shopping.
i got a nice pink shirt, really cute pink tights, a tie dye tee-shirt kit, and 3 white teeshirts to tye dye.
i am going to buy a white sweat shirt to tie dye too. i am going to put a heart on it. it will be really cute, i'm making sarah one too.
lauren is getting a tee-shirt for the fact she really doesnt wear tie-dye, she will only wear it because i made it for her.
i might tye-dye a wife beater too.
ooowww i'm so excited!
i feel like a hippie hahahah.
anyways, i'm sad because i do not see wyoming area friends this weekend.
unless someone wants to hang out tomorrow, for i do not have work, and i will harass joyce to take and pick me up.
get at me fucks<3
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[2/4/05 @ 2:38pm] |
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today.
lauren gave me goldfish and ashley gave me red sourpatch kids. over all a good journalism class.
i got an 890 on my SAT. eh. i guess not too bad for taking them once<3
what am i doing tonight?
do i have work tomorrow?
gawd i need a nap<3
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[2/3/05 @ 2:42pm] |
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interpol - evil |
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i'm so jealous of all the people who found someone.
school wasnt too bad. i'm rather tired though, and quite hungry. maybe i shall make some food.
i wonder what i am doing tomorrow. thank god its friday<33
i realize i complain alot.
i need a cuddle buddy. ;[
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[2/2/05 @ 5:19pm] |
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the postal service - clark gable |
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my computer is offically the most ghetto thing in my house.
my backspace button wasnt working before now it is. thank god.
i hope my mom brings me home a salad, i'm really in the mood for one.
mrs peterman found my paper! what did i tell you, i did hand it in<3
the postal service makes me want to fall inlove... that doesnt mean i will.
i have a feeling i wont see a certain boy this weekend... ;[
thats "alright" he hates me anyways.
to go to the show on saturday or not to go...
if you wish to know more about me read that thing... its not a survey..
( my name is brooke and i bet you dont even know me.. )
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[2/1/05 @ 6:20pm] |
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slipped on some ice this morning. watched the bus pass me. screamed really loud and walked back down my hill.
"this would never have happened if i had a car" i though in disgust.
i sat on my couch and waited untill my sister would arrive, which i though would be at 8. well she didnt come home till 10 and the lawyer was with her and she couldnt take me to school anyways.
so i fell back asleep.
well the school called my mom and told them my geometry teacher was concerned.. oh?
yeah right.
i hate school. i hate not having a car. i hate not having a valentine.
actually the valentine thing isnt too important.
i'm going to call sarah and complain..<3
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[1/31/05 @ 8:28pm] |
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the doors - people are strange. |
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i just woke up.
i dont know if lauren and donny stopped by, everyone in my house was passed out.
i had a bad day at school, appearntly i dont do anywork in geometry, which is bull shit, mrs peterman lost my paper and it was her fault not mine.
this makes me horribly upset.
people were just dicks.
still no news about my cell phone.
i cant wait for the weekend, and the week just started.
cig time..
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